PoMo all the way!!!

Jenny Holtzer: "Protect", July- October 1994

I just read a really cool book, you'd love it. Gothic sci-fi freaky, very alt, deffinately something you could be seen reading on the subway in New York and feel like its ok to be sitting there in your ripped skinnys and taped up glasses. Whats Po-Mo about it is that they have a you tube trailer, not sure of the purpose of a video trailor for a book??? any one explain.... should i do a trailor for my blog???

My lack of real broadband is starting to kill me, how am i supposed to keep up with my fave HBO shows Enourage and the new one; True Blood??? is sitting in a smelly bathroom to stay connected really any good for me?? do I need to be connected 24/7 or can this lack of "life" style keep me happy??

I was looking at the internet to find the coolist city in the world to go too, after antwerp things seem all a bit lame. Think NY/London/Paris are all too overdone, what about montreal? or jo-berg??? where is the coolist place to live?? can some-one help me find out it would be great to get your comments. Please I need to be told where is the cool place.... not, just need to decide whether I really need to be protected from myself or can I let myself free on the universe again.....

mmmm so hot....
when will I ever see a hot girl again??? maybe i can be her nerdy BF

Artistic Direction??

Its been so long I have completely forgotton how to write; Not! (though there have been a few mails to request news of me, as I slip away into anonimity, but dont worry people, Im here and alive just wondering where to take it all)
I've been thinking; who is this Sam fella anyway, why cant he just show his face and clambour into reality's bright lights in a tiny effort to make a connection with the world??
and where is this whole thing going? six months of sober attempts at living have resulted in very little; are artistic endevours feuled by drug and drink or is it just hard to make things?
a finished product is never finished untill you are satisfied with it? so am I too much of a perfectionist or is this just an advancement of my artistic self? or an improvement on my whole self?


I have been spending a bit of time messing around with fruity loops, here is my first track, Im not happy with it, Its not great? but it will doo, maybe in two years time I will be able to look back and laugh at my feeble attempt, or maybe it will be a snapshot of anather one of my crazy periods.

Space-D - Sam A. Muze

Space-D (too mashed-up to see mix) - Sam A. Muze

Where to go from now???
Keep trying to make better music??
Launch a viral campaign about this track, and make myself a worldwide blog hit with absouloutly nothing??
Will people understand the Po-Mo irony of it all anyway??
Find someone to sing on this track?? buy a microphone?? Buy a Mac book??
Start a new art project??
Start a sticker project on the IOW?? - I have to design a new logo! any help, any one??
Learn to drive?? (this is a serious issue I have to get over my whole fear of cars and get on with it!!!)
Stop wishing I could run away and buckle down for a while? life is shit anyway?!